Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Being a peach Tree with Jesus one year now! I'm staying still so many blessing's

Wow.. Time for a new season, here I am one year since I made my promise to be still like a peach tree. that turned into my peace~tree :o))


It sure is a blessing staying still Oh what my Lord showed me. My Husband left me for his worldly church.

He did not trust God&me.



Last Oct when I was searching on the web to see if I was the only one that seen that speaking in the holy tongues was evidence that you were

baptized in the Holy ghost, I new this was true, Because God gave it to me before I knew the bible. I always wonder who is your first Love,



well a year latter I found out that Jesus has always been my first Love, He was the one I met when I was a little girl, when something bad happened to me,

I knew when I was on my tree swing, it was Jesus that was holding, me and I was singing to my Jesus. Blind Faith is what I found more and more of it.



God still has me in our home, My husband was the one that filed legal separation. It hurt me very deeply that my husband lied to me and God. when he married Us.

well I learned being still God showed me trees feel pain , My husband is in love with himself. Not one time has he come to me and said I'm sorry, He has been living with someone from his church. I pray daily for God to help me move on I don't want to wonder why, or who, he's with. I wish I could have let go of my Love for my husband the same way he walked away from me&God.. I'm doing much better now, when I see one of his church people in the store I will just walk away. day by day I will heal from this pain in my heart. this was a very long process..I did say something to a few of the people God put into to my path when I shared that my husband left me for his church. all because I believe that you have to be baptized in the spirit of the holy ghost, when I said I speak in tongues this lady says's to me what good dose that do you. MY My my. I said it's that only way I pray because God gave it to me and Satan dose not know what I'm saying. I hope people open there eyes up,

I now call the churches the liars club, and I pray for his soul and everyone that is still in the dark. I reached out to other people that claim they are believers in the Holy Ghost, I was rejected from them too. so I got upset with many people that I try ed to get help from. God came through every-time.



I still like some of the reading material on the goingtojesus web site. I just look at it as information, and I go to my God for him to sort it out.

this P.John hurt me he didn't care anymore than any other man of God. Now I barley read my bible, I'm going to the Only one God saved for me who calls

me his Treasure his very rare gem. On Jesus thank you for always Loving me, and Holding me. I will hold on to your vine for the rest of my Life.



and when I do mess up because I still do. I'm very much a work in progress. I know who will still Love me He's the only one that gets me.Jesus is my only true lover and friend ..I'm so blessed



my Harvest yes I had a harvest, God gave me so many blessing's this past season. Oh Jesus your so good to me. Thank you so much

oh Lord I thank you for your many mercy's. I Love sharing Jesus. I share that Jesus is not the BIBLE and it is upsetting many.I'm very clear i Like the bible

I just can't say that the bible is the gospel truth. Jesus is my only truth. that I know for sure.



Jesus is My Holy Ghost , I can't share him any other way now that I get it this lesson. I will never get everything.. I'm just willing to stay still Like my peach~tree

with my Jesus... I pray for God's will for a body of believer's for now I'm still in my prayer closet.>>I'm never ever alone :o)) I have Jesus who dwells with me 24/7

when I share that cannabis is the Only plant of Kindness that is Helping me and many others that have cancer's I get shunned by some people I look at as they just don't see the blessing, I don't get any conviction From God. why is that he made every seed of all the earth. Cannabis is being held back by the Gov, because it will help with so much. the hemp plant has endless possibilities, cars are being ran by hemp-oil, houses are made , paper, rope,medicine.God is so good

I'm grateful for All of God's gift's and I pray the Lie's will be removed. so others can get safe medicine's and oil Our God is so good. all of the Rx drugs I have allergies too. the only thing that has helped me stay alive is My Faith in Jesus and the plant of kindness. all the Doctors said they could not do anything for my nose. well I have Jesus and I was told that what I'm doing is helping so they said keep up with what I'm doing,I'm healing the inside of my nose. how about that. the only thing that helps my nose is my faith and the THC oil from cannabis.. amazing Lord... thank you.. I'm so blessed and Alive...FREE from liars CLUB.



I have been hated and persecuted from my own family my husband by the Christan, and even the ones that call them self the Believers. well I found out I do hear my God his voice is all I fear, and He has not one time made me feel bad at all about using cannabis.. The truth sets us all free. GOD MADE IT 100% safe man Lie's God Dose NOT LIE... So I will Hope that it is set free it is the only thing I will vote YES on 19~WHY is that PLANTS DON'T LIE JUST LIKE MY GOD DON'T lie. Only man lies. Jesus is my Judge.



God Let me out of my prayer closet.Oct 1,2010 to Go to Sin City, Las Vegas My first,road trip alone, one of my last fears to conquer, I had Jesus with me there and back whats to fear Sharon silly girl NO more, I went for a Walk to STOP CHILD Trafficking . in one of the worst neighbors in the country.this walk is put on by some of the churches in L.V. God let me out now I get why.. and when he sends you out. I love sharing my Faith in Jesus Only.it was awesome so many need the truth.



God put me on purse watch while everyone did the walk, do to my disabilities. the Lord put a young man in my path who had been praying for weeks, for God to help with someone that understood, the world of the churches, wow the whole hour we talked it was very awesome, as I was leaving the young man that. put the SCTN. on said thanks for putting a smile back on my roommates face, I said it wasn't me it's Jesus only. he just put your friend in my path. i Love u Lord peace~out <3



I have freedom that I never had before, and yet at the same time I don't know why Im still here in this place called my husband's house. God removed him and he was a dead branch in my Life, I'm going to a therapist and she is so good, I love her she says's she loves the way I think and my faith just blows her away.she says Im very smart, and that Im to thank God that he pulled me out of the churches, and He used my husband and his church. to get me out. God showed me how my husband church let. Young youth girls sit on his lap right in front of me how his church would send him on trips our of the country Knowing his wife was sick at home, they call it doing God's work I call going on vaction in the name of Jesus.. Well like I herd someone say if the truth offends let it. yes God gave me the strength to go out of the country to Ecuador 5months after spinal surgery, now I know why.. My goodness do people really think God needs us to do his work? wow How Big is your God? Im so thankful...he gave this blessing to see the big picture and what people do in God's name.



Im still working on staying out of the rabbit hole. I don't want to go rounds. wondering why. I Now know I don't need a man for anything.

My husband never pursued me&God.. Now I get why! he never truly Loved Us.



I still wear my wedding ring why? I'm not sure why, I know I kept my word to God when I married my husband. I Love him. I'm just not sure if it's the love of a wife. I will let God be God. Stay still with Him... I Love You Jesus Christ.. I am your rose of Sharon your gem Jesus. you are mine for the rest of my Life and I hope I make God smile.... ((((((((HUGS2JESUS)))) Here we go New Fall Season. Staying a Peace ~Tree and when and if he plants me somewhere else .. I know it will be God's will. Yes I have many new friends On face book. there are men that want to get to know me. I'm not ready for anything at all. I'm still married to Jesus. and by the law to my Hub even through he don't deserve any of my heart. I still don't understand everything about moving on Divorce ~ Detox... I'm not as lonely any more....someday somewhere maybe God has a very good Godly man just for me.. I have Jesus He is my prefect fit.. All my Love Sharon a follower of Jesus Christ only.