Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Being a peach Tree with Jesus one year now! I'm staying still so many blessing's

Wow.. Time for a new season, here I am one year since I made my promise to be still like a peach tree. that turned into my peace~tree :o))


It sure is a blessing staying still Oh what my Lord showed me. My Husband left me for his worldly church.

He did not trust God&me.



Last Oct when I was searching on the web to see if I was the only one that seen that speaking in the holy tongues was evidence that you were

baptized in the Holy ghost, I new this was true, Because God gave it to me before I knew the bible. I always wonder who is your first Love,



well a year latter I found out that Jesus has always been my first Love, He was the one I met when I was a little girl, when something bad happened to me,

I knew when I was on my tree swing, it was Jesus that was holding, me and I was singing to my Jesus. Blind Faith is what I found more and more of it.



God still has me in our home, My husband was the one that filed legal separation. It hurt me very deeply that my husband lied to me and God. when he married Us.

well I learned being still God showed me trees feel pain , My husband is in love with himself. Not one time has he come to me and said I'm sorry, He has been living with someone from his church. I pray daily for God to help me move on I don't want to wonder why, or who, he's with. I wish I could have let go of my Love for my husband the same way he walked away from me&God.. I'm doing much better now, when I see one of his church people in the store I will just walk away. day by day I will heal from this pain in my heart. this was a very long process..I did say something to a few of the people God put into to my path when I shared that my husband left me for his church. all because I believe that you have to be baptized in the spirit of the holy ghost, when I said I speak in tongues this lady says's to me what good dose that do you. MY My my. I said it's that only way I pray because God gave it to me and Satan dose not know what I'm saying. I hope people open there eyes up,

I now call the churches the liars club, and I pray for his soul and everyone that is still in the dark. I reached out to other people that claim they are believers in the Holy Ghost, I was rejected from them too. so I got upset with many people that I try ed to get help from. God came through every-time.



I still like some of the reading material on the goingtojesus web site. I just look at it as information, and I go to my God for him to sort it out.

this P.John hurt me he didn't care anymore than any other man of God. Now I barley read my bible, I'm going to the Only one God saved for me who calls

me his Treasure his very rare gem. On Jesus thank you for always Loving me, and Holding me. I will hold on to your vine for the rest of my Life.



and when I do mess up because I still do. I'm very much a work in progress. I know who will still Love me He's the only one that gets me.Jesus is my only true lover and friend ..I'm so blessed



my Harvest yes I had a harvest, God gave me so many blessing's this past season. Oh Jesus your so good to me. Thank you so much

oh Lord I thank you for your many mercy's. I Love sharing Jesus. I share that Jesus is not the BIBLE and it is upsetting many.I'm very clear i Like the bible

I just can't say that the bible is the gospel truth. Jesus is my only truth. that I know for sure.



Jesus is My Holy Ghost , I can't share him any other way now that I get it this lesson. I will never get everything.. I'm just willing to stay still Like my peach~tree

with my Jesus... I pray for God's will for a body of believer's for now I'm still in my prayer closet.>>I'm never ever alone :o)) I have Jesus who dwells with me 24/7

when I share that cannabis is the Only plant of Kindness that is Helping me and many others that have cancer's I get shunned by some people I look at as they just don't see the blessing, I don't get any conviction From God. why is that he made every seed of all the earth. Cannabis is being held back by the Gov, because it will help with so much. the hemp plant has endless possibilities, cars are being ran by hemp-oil, houses are made , paper, rope,medicine.God is so good

I'm grateful for All of God's gift's and I pray the Lie's will be removed. so others can get safe medicine's and oil Our God is so good. all of the Rx drugs I have allergies too. the only thing that has helped me stay alive is My Faith in Jesus and the plant of kindness. all the Doctors said they could not do anything for my nose. well I have Jesus and I was told that what I'm doing is helping so they said keep up with what I'm doing,I'm healing the inside of my nose. how about that. the only thing that helps my nose is my faith and the THC oil from cannabis.. amazing Lord... thank you.. I'm so blessed and Alive...FREE from liars CLUB.



I have been hated and persecuted from my own family my husband by the Christan, and even the ones that call them self the Believers. well I found out I do hear my God his voice is all I fear, and He has not one time made me feel bad at all about using cannabis.. The truth sets us all free. GOD MADE IT 100% safe man Lie's God Dose NOT LIE... So I will Hope that it is set free it is the only thing I will vote YES on 19~WHY is that PLANTS DON'T LIE JUST LIKE MY GOD DON'T lie. Only man lies. Jesus is my Judge.



God Let me out of my prayer closet.Oct 1,2010 to Go to Sin City, Las Vegas My first,road trip alone, one of my last fears to conquer, I had Jesus with me there and back whats to fear Sharon silly girl NO more, I went for a Walk to STOP CHILD Trafficking . in one of the worst neighbors in the country.this walk is put on by some of the churches in L.V. God let me out now I get why.. and when he sends you out. I love sharing my Faith in Jesus Only.it was awesome so many need the truth.



God put me on purse watch while everyone did the walk, do to my disabilities. the Lord put a young man in my path who had been praying for weeks, for God to help with someone that understood, the world of the churches, wow the whole hour we talked it was very awesome, as I was leaving the young man that. put the SCTN. on said thanks for putting a smile back on my roommates face, I said it wasn't me it's Jesus only. he just put your friend in my path. i Love u Lord peace~out <3



I have freedom that I never had before, and yet at the same time I don't know why Im still here in this place called my husband's house. God removed him and he was a dead branch in my Life, I'm going to a therapist and she is so good, I love her she says's she loves the way I think and my faith just blows her away.she says Im very smart, and that Im to thank God that he pulled me out of the churches, and He used my husband and his church. to get me out. God showed me how my husband church let. Young youth girls sit on his lap right in front of me how his church would send him on trips our of the country Knowing his wife was sick at home, they call it doing God's work I call going on vaction in the name of Jesus.. Well like I herd someone say if the truth offends let it. yes God gave me the strength to go out of the country to Ecuador 5months after spinal surgery, now I know why.. My goodness do people really think God needs us to do his work? wow How Big is your God? Im so thankful...he gave this blessing to see the big picture and what people do in God's name.



Im still working on staying out of the rabbit hole. I don't want to go rounds. wondering why. I Now know I don't need a man for anything.

My husband never pursued me&God.. Now I get why! he never truly Loved Us.



I still wear my wedding ring why? I'm not sure why, I know I kept my word to God when I married my husband. I Love him. I'm just not sure if it's the love of a wife. I will let God be God. Stay still with Him... I Love You Jesus Christ.. I am your rose of Sharon your gem Jesus. you are mine for the rest of my Life and I hope I make God smile.... ((((((((HUGS2JESUS)))) Here we go New Fall Season. Staying a Peace ~Tree and when and if he plants me somewhere else .. I know it will be God's will. Yes I have many new friends On face book. there are men that want to get to know me. I'm not ready for anything at all. I'm still married to Jesus. and by the law to my Hub even through he don't deserve any of my heart. I still don't understand everything about moving on Divorce ~ Detox... I'm not as lonely any more....someday somewhere maybe God has a very good Godly man just for me.. I have Jesus He is my prefect fit.. All my Love Sharon a follower of Jesus Christ only.

Sunday, August 29, 2010

A Friend is A Treasure.

A Friend is a Treasure.


A friend is someone we turn to,

when our spirits need a lift.

A friend is someone we treasure,

for our friendship is a gift.

A friend is someone who fills our lives,

with beauty, joy and grace.

And make the world we live in,

a better and happier place.



my husband lost his treasure

he gave his heart and time to

the world of christainty,he left me

for his church. God Pulled me out of

the liar's club.



I give my heart and time to

my blind faiTh my one and only

true friend who knows me and he calls me His treasure

Iam his rare gem' my heart and soul trust's in my first

love. my Jesus!!! this i know he tell's me so.I willl watch& pray in

the spirit,of the holy ghost!..me&Jesus he's all i need.



he is my only friend who walks in when the world,has

walked out. I'm never alone.. Love everyone pray4peace-joY2ThEwOrlD.

Be-Blessed <3 sharonsisternchristJesus.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

people with empty nose syndrome. GOD IS ARE ONLY HOPE

PEOPLE WITH EMPTY NOSE SYNDROME




They say there is no cure

So we must endure



We can't breathe right

Or sleep at night



THis pain drives us insane

LIfe will never be the same



Hopefully one day

They will find away



TO cure what we must endure



While we wait for that day

PLEASE GOD HELP US EACH AND EVERY DAY



We don't want to live this way.



A man named Chris Martin wrote a book about ENS.

It is called HAVING NASAL SURGERY?

DON'T YOU BECOME AN EMPTY NOSE VICTIM.



WE NEED HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I copyed this from a lady who has ENS too. Lord Please help us there's only you that can heal us or just give us mercy to live though it. God Bless my brothers & sisters with this ENS. is a Living HELL... Sharonprays4you..

Getting Help For People With Empty Nose Syndrome | CAROL BAKER |

Getting Help For People With Empty Nose Syndrome CAROL BAKER

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Pastor's sending God's daughter to a shrink, just me venting

Pastors can you trust any of them? I never have met one. i have been reaching out to many and they don't have the TIME or the FAITH to heal so it leaves me to believe Jesus is the only friend I can trust thank you father God please wipe out everything in my head that the speech of man has put in my head. fill me up with
Jesus....

AND YOU WANT TO PON ME OFF TO A SHRINK. WERE IN THE BIBLE DOSE GOD SAY TO GO TO A SHRINK FIRST. I THOUGHT I WAS SUPPOSED TO GO TO BELIEVERS IN JESUS NOW I KNOW I CAN'T TRUST ANYMAN

YOU SHOVED ME OFF TO THE WORLD. NOT JESUS AND IT'S IN MY EMAIL I DIDN'T SAYANY BAD ABOUT YOU I JUST DID'NT UNDERSTAND I STILL DON'T. THERE SURE ARE A LOT OF WOLFS OUT THERE LORD JESUS THANK YOU FOR SHOWING ME THE TRUTH IN THIS MANS WEBSITES........................................................................

 MAY GOD FORGIVE ME FOR SHARING MY HEART WITH PASTOR'S I PRAYED FOR WEEKS FOR YOU TO LET ME KNOW ABOUT ---------I HAD A FEELING IT WAS TO GOOD TO BE TRUE.
WHY ON EARTH DID I THINK YOU WANTED HIM TO BE MY HELPER.
I WILL NOT TRUST THE SPEECH OF MAN.

I WILL STAND STILL LIKE A PEACH TREE. MY NOSE IS KILLING ME OH LORD
PLEASE HELP ME WITH THIS PAIN... I PRAY FOR ALL THE PEOPLE THAT SUFFER WITH PAIN IN THERE FACE, EMPTY NOSE SYNDROME IS HELL EVERYDAY. YOU KNOW LORD JESUS I HAVE BEEN REACHING OUT TO PEOPLE WHO CLAIM TO BE BELIEVERS IN CHRIST JESUS AND MY MOTHER IS THE ONLY THAT HAS REALLY PRAYED FOR MY HEALING. THESE SO CALLED GODLY MEN WELL YOU KNOW DON'T YOU JESUS.

HERE I'AM LORD SO BURNED OUT MY FACE HURTS SO MUCH.
I KNOW YOUR WITH ME ... OH HOW I LOVE JESUS....PLEASE HELP ME
LOVE SHARON......

Friday, May 7, 2010

Lord for give me for trusting so called Godly men.

Thu, May 6, 2010 7:54:16 PMBlog article


From: "John Clark, Sr." View Contact

To: sharonprays4you





--------------------------------------------------------------------------------



Hi Sharon.





It makes life bearable, no matter what we are going through, if we sense that Jesus really loves us. Jesus really loves you, Sharon, and he will be with you, no matter what you have to face. He loves your husband, too, and wants to heal him of whatever hurts he has been through. Remember that. Sometimes, we can make others think Jesus does not love them by the way we act. Whatever you do, or say, or think, always leave room for the love of God to make things better. His love keeps things from ever being hopeless.





A friend of mine contacted me recently told me that he had seen a blog on which you wrote an article criticizing me by name for not communicating with you as much as you wanted me to. I went on line and read it. What do you expect to accomplish by that, other than spread your critical comments around the globe for all to see? Would you want me to go on line and publicly say the things about you that I could say? In the past, I have purposefully refrained from becoming involved with your personal affairs, and I will continue to do so. Please do not try to draw me into them any longer.





Have you sought professional counseling? If your husband will not go with you, then you may want to consider going alone.





Pastor John









--------------------------------------------------------------------------------

The New Busy is not the too busy. Combine all your e-mail accounts with Hotmail. Get busy.

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

The Road to Success

The Road to Success Is Not Straight, There Is a Curve Called Failure, A Loop Called Confusion, Speed Bumps Called Friends, Caution Lights Called Family, You Will Have Flats Called Jobs, If You Have a Spare Called Determination, An Engine Called Perseverance, Insurance Called Faith, Called Jesus, You Will Make It to a Place Called Success, Everyday, God Bless,

Sharon -Sharing---- Love you sister in Jesus Christ............

Friday, February 12, 2010

waiting on God.

For the past few years that's what i have been doing only, i havebeen told that leavingthe church is not the right thing to do. well i found out that's a big fat lie.

im closer to the Lord when im alone im not afraid like i use to be.
Lord im so ready for more of you I promise you.

I will wait for your will in my life i don't know what your plan is for me I do know for sure, your plan is best for me.
I found today through pastor john clark 's on marriage/divorce thank God, he was raised with the word of God,

for him to know so much it's straight out of the word of God and he's right on the word of God is for any age. God made it so a child will get,so why do so many people make it so hard i just don't get it ..

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Jesus is my only true friend.

Im finding out that jesus is truly the only friend i have and im so thankful, he knows me better than i know myself and i find it so amazing he truly Loves me.my heart is for jesus im so alone i wonder when will he send me a true God fearing friend i have reached out to my local churches nobody cares there i gave up on them. my husband's church is what opened my eyes to the truth about how fake everyone is in the name of jesus. oh im so burned out on this place called earth. i need you Jesus to take this pain away please

Im in a lot of pain from this nose it hurts 24/7 the inside is rotting out Jesus is giving me the mercy and grace to go through this pain.some how

I don't know who to reach out to I tryed so many times to fit into something in this world or even not of this world but nothing has happened.so what am i doing wrong?

I finely find a great web site with what I thought was a true God fearing Loving pastor and i have reached out to him many times and he to has rejected me. for his own reason i don't know i still like goingtojesus I fill a connection with this place to bad there in NC

when you claim to be one of God's helpers and do nothing at all i just don't understand
i have been to his website goingtojesus thinking I finely found the right place.i had back up with
what jesus was teaching me im a diciple of christ in traning under Jesus Christ as my teacher.that what i feel like my son and i read our bibles every nite

and when i reached out to this pastor john, which is not real easy for me i have been abused most my life so trust is very hard for me. I hope for God's will in my life and I pray he get's me out of the marriage im in for my husband hates me he's full of christainity im not at all. he kicked me out when i shared some of things im learning for God and p.john >.goingtojesus sites so i thought just maybe he would help me ....
and really all i need is a little incouragement that hey sharon your on the right path welcometo the family of God.. anything i asked for him to send me some of there tracks i bought his music on itunes and i really love it. still nothing a he replyed a very small message it just hurt me more i was very bummed out. the lord has his hands full with me cause i hurt so much, and a woman that needs a good friend and it looks like jesus is the only one i have. I love you jesus

so if this is just my insecurity than i ask God to forgive me for taking this brother in Christ the wrong way.

I dont know what im doing on this blog thing its my first time doing this.
i don't know anyone so i doubt anyone will read this or much less care
about me and my stuff... Lord i pray for you will

I Love you Jesus, love your roseofSharon...

will you not tarry one hour?

I will tarry with you Jesus