waiting on God.

For the past few years that's what i have been doing only, i havebeen told that leavingthe church is not the right thing to do. well i found out that's a big fat lie.

im closer to the Lord when im alone im not afraid like i use to be.
Lord im so ready for more of you I promise you.

I will wait for your will in my life i don't know what your plan is for me I do know for sure, your plan is best for me.
I found today through pastor john clark 's on marriage/divorce thank God, he was raised with the word of God,

for him to know so much it's straight out of the word of God and he's right on the word of God is for any age. God made it so a child will get,so why do so many people make it so hard i just don't get it ..

Jesus is my only true friend.

Im finding out that jesus is truly the only friend i have and im so thankful, he knows me better than i know myself and i find it so amazing he truly Loves me.my heart is for jesus im so alone i wonder when will he send me a true God fearing friend i have reached out to my local churches nobody cares there i gave up on them. my husband's church is what opened my eyes to the truth about how fake everyone is in the name of jesus. oh im so burned out on this place called earth. i need you Jesus to take this pain away please

Im in a lot of pain from this nose it hurts 24/7 the inside is rotting out Jesus is giving me the mercy and grace to go through this pain.some how

I don't know who to reach out to I tryed so many times to fit into something in this world or even not of this world but nothing has happened.so what am i doing wrong?

I finely find a great web site with what I thought was a true God fearing Loving pastor and i have reached out to him many times and he to has rejected me. for his own reason i don't know i still like goingtojesus I fill a connection with this place to bad there in NC

when you claim to be one of God's helpers and do nothing at all i just don't understand
i have been to his website goingtojesus thinking I finely found the right place.i had back up with
what jesus was teaching me im a diciple of christ in traning under Jesus Christ as my teacher.that what i feel like my son and i read our bibles every nite

and when i reached out to this pastor john, which is not real easy for me i have been abused most my life so trust is very hard for me. I hope for God's will in my life and I pray he get's me out of the marriage im in for my husband hates me he's full of christainity im not at all. he kicked me out when i shared some of things im learning for God and p.john >.goingtojesus sites so i thought just maybe he would help me ....
and really all i need is a little incouragement that hey sharon your on the right path welcometo the family of God.. anything i asked for him to send me some of there tracks i bought his music on itunes and i really love it. still nothing a he replyed a very small message it just hurt me more i was very bummed out. the lord has his hands full with me cause i hurt so much, and a woman that needs a good friend and it looks like jesus is the only one i have. I love you jesus

so if this is just my insecurity than i ask God to forgive me for taking this brother in Christ the wrong way.

I dont know what im doing on this blog thing its my first time doing this.
i don't know anyone so i doubt anyone will read this or much less care
about me and my stuff... Lord i pray for you will

I Love you Jesus, love your roseofSharon...

will you not tarry one hour?

I will tarry with you Jesus